I played Aging Booth with my parents a little while and OMFG I think look older than my mom in 2046. LMAO
This is me. I LOOK LIKE THIS WHEN I'M 54!
SO OLD!!!
My mom, when she is 79.
Almost 80, still normal la.
My 84-year-old dad.
He looks like a Japanese Ojisan. HAHA
Well, I hope that my parents would never die. They're on their late 40s (actually my dad is going to be 50 after 5th May) and I'm really about them, getting old and.... dying. I hate time passing so fast. Eventually they would leave me, I know. It's just the matter of time. I wish I can get more time spending with them.
I'm 20 years old now and I still act like a baby. Maybe I'm not ready to be an adult yet. I love being pampered by parents and cuddling on my mom's bed before she falls asleep. I love my mom's home cooked meals. I love my dad's super lame yet funny jokes. I remember he used to act like I still enjoy my parents company. FYI I still going out with my parents every weekends and I love that. I feel safe when I'm with them. I can be myself when I'm with them. I'm going to leave home soon to continue my study. Like REAL SOON. I've to leave the people and things I love the most and go to a place which is 500 kilometers (not really far, I know) away. It would be kinda weird for not living under my parents' wings anymore. No more home comforts. No more nagging. No more parents supervision. I don't want to lose relationships that have been taken me to grow for years. I feel like I'd never be ready to leave home. lol.
In fact, the reality of leaving home is to bear with the new responsibilities including doing own laundry, learning how to clean the house, buying groceries, paying rent, spending money wisely and etc etc. Doing house hold chores is not a difficult job for me as I already practice it since years ago (my mom taught me well ^^). Spending money wisely is not hard for me as well as I'm a super stingy person wise spender. lol
And I think I'm not the only who is nervous about leaving for the first time. My parents esp my mom, would be more afraid than I am. It seems to be her greatest fear. I'm sure that she gonna miss me much and I'll miss her too. I'm the clown/joker of my family k. I like to make jokes and I love to act. Like a siao lala. HAHA.
Frankly speaking, I actually feel sorry for them as they have to spend extra for my rentals and living expenses. They're the most supportive parents ever! They spend time, energy and money to provide my needs. I did badly in my first year (guilty guilty guilty). I would surely try my very best to score in my second.
Okay. long enough. I don't know what am I talking about now. I'm feeling excited and anxious at the same time. I guess everyone who is going to leave feels the same. I know I'll become more independent after a few nights of crying?
20march 2012 havent reach yet...
ReplyDeleteit's easier to be homesick when you're away
ReplyDeleteYa... I know :(
Deletenice pics...you went there last march 10?it's my birthday :)
ReplyDeleteOH!! happy belated bday! btw today is my best friend bday :)
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